Me I Am Not
Lets reminisce, while I take the dagger out. Lets laugh
and remember… THEM! The glorious. Mighty. Superior.
Lets
reminisce.
While
I try and find the psychotic needle. Dug deep. Too little. Too close!
Could
sing it to you. Rings became too loose. Big. Nails slip off, exposed meat. Too
sensitive. Nothing comes, goes. Stays the same. Nothings changes. I am
touched...
While
listening to the same show outside the window, fog finely climbs inside.
Outside murmur.
Heart
rate. Applause. Again. Again... AGAIN! Putting self though rollercoasters. Guard
all - too settle. And so goes the hate. Me I Am Not!
Integrity. The holy
hole one dares not to fall. But must. Step over self. Realize. Find. 23:23. I
step. A stone have moved. No longer am I one. I am many. For concrete had
melted. I can see. Nothing ever changed. Same man behind the glass. I am many.
As Me I Am Not!
Inevitably. Fear chases horror. Fragile yet
stronger. The cliché tells truth. Not life living. Living. I hope you do it
strong, light and long. Live. Life.
Me I Am NOT!
Smell
of latex natural feel. Pretence desperation in minor. Honesty. All day nothing,
I ate your - chilly. Not waking up - not falling asleep.
Hand.
Hands bend back. Backwards!
What a stupid thing to DO. Just a window in a
window. Lit. Nothing more. Shadows of bodies… Synthetic sheets. Heat. Heart.
White. Whore. Elite.
Just window in a
window. Asinine. All of a sudden everybody had a manifesto. What a shame. All
looked so promising. Waiting for breakfast.
Someone is in/on the menu.
It
seems insanity has a very silent leaping steps. It approaches in moments of
absolute procrastination and orgasms. Want to be real. Can smell you on my
hands. Hair. Cotton swirls float barely touching the sidewalk.
Bourgeoisie
discuses dying children. Black iron railing seems distant. Contrasted. Glued
on. Stuck. Hallway carpet no longer resemble the original sea blue colour.
Electricity that supports building alarm system glares and hums with gentle
noise. I am almost fainting.
There
is nothing else to give.
Let's
reminisce.
Let
Us
Reminisce
///
Remember!
Good night and god bless,
Queen of Disorder,
Sonia Dietrich
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