Silent Usher

STOP! 

... 

for a second. Bend back. I puked you out 17 minutes and 13 seconds ago. You left your hands print in my shower. Shaped as a heart with 5 fingers. You left condoms in my trash. You left...

I stayed...

There is no shame in staying. Going to. Asymmetrically physical perception of the common day. Doing the dishes. Tulips you brought never blossomed. You left. 

I stayed...

There are pictures of you body parts on my walls. Blurred images in thick black frames. Nail polish particles in your shirt pocket. Guess my color. A creature! Body. Flesh. Skin. Meat. Muscles. Veins. Fat. Bones. 

SeX

Your. Organs! You left.

Behind. 

I stayed! 

This will never make any sense to anyone who left. 

But will

to someone 

who

stayed

.

love 
it 
is 
I 
guess

Good night and god bless,

Queen of Disorder

Sonia Dietrich